External Hard-disk

i just bought an external hard-disk with a case so that it can be use as a photo bank. =)

Well, my brain tells me that it is not very ex and facts proved it. I got 160 GB at $180. Quite a good deal. got it at Sim Lim Square from a Indian shop. Well, their business is good!! =) Quite interesting also. Haha... They really serve well and even listed the whole range of pricing of different products. =)

Anyway, i bought it eventually out of my own pocket, not to prove that i am stronger than my bro, but that i m not out to get him. And normally, my own stuffs, i will buy on my own... Since it can give me the sense of ownership and freedom to use. =)

Well... Now i think that my bro is abit irresponsible. Erm... Put it this way, he still dunno the consequences of his words. Take for example, he just promised my younger cousin too sponsor her her piano lesson, $80 per month. Well, my auntie did not agree to it. Anyway, u think he has the ability to? He can really tahan for about a year of her piano course? Or he is treating my parents as backup or he did not consider it at all... Dunno... dun want to know...

Every one takes time to grow. I got a CG friend who is 27 yet sounded younger than me. Well... Some ppl take more time... I dunno, but i believe God will change them one day, allowing them to understanding what they mean by maturity in decision making... =)

i lost my dog!

CHASTER is gone, no longer with us!!

Today i went to work, so got home only at 10+... When i left the place at 8+am, he was still there. i called him, then he hid behind the door. that's his normal morning blues... Nothing wrong, very him. =)

But when i reached home, Mum asked me to check if he is up-stairs. Checked, no... =(

How!! He went out at 3+pm and 10+ still not back yet... =( Horrible... So, the whole family went to look for him and we did up a "Lost Dog" notice and paste it around. Wow... Luckily Tsiu Wei (Erm, should be intro as one of my church friends) asked me for his pic so i took photos of him. If not, we dun even have his pic.

My dear Doggy... So sad...

Oh ya, my very intelligent sis suddenly remember that she saw a dog that looked like my dog with 2 guys at a petrol kisok quite a walking distance from my place (about 3 bus stop away) . Hello!! Chaster with us sooo long alr she still cant really differentiates... But nvm... if she were me, i would not even take the effort to look. =P

Okay... End of my story, no more dog... ='(

Vision?

If you ppl dunno, i have to go back to sch on monday to shoot the opening of reading room, tue and friday for OCIP.

This dream goes like this... I was at a water theme park, with family. Then all the days that i needed to go school is converted to tuition days. I was teaching a few kids and then brought them to play.

Cos this few days i am stil angry with my bro, i dreamt of competing with him in terms of swimming. He deliberately lose to me. Well, i think i still wanna a bro that loves me...

Okay, that's not the main thing. The main thing was that there is a prize. It is a bracelet with some phrase on it. Ppl are supposed to guess it. In the end, my sis got it correct. the phrase was "Until the day the Lord - ". Even the "-" is there. i dunno wat it means... But God allows me to remember it until now when i woke up i still know, not easy har... Is He trying to convey a message to me? what is it? Anyway, after getting the phrase correct, the judge passed the bracelet to me sis and release the Shan(mountain) Zhu (pig) like animal who guide the bracelet. Erm... It must be precious, that's why it is protected. After which, we returned to the meeting place with look like the interior of a church building with warm lighting. Then i woke up from there.

Sigh... God, can show me a clearer image? Are you telling me that i will be a tuition teacher the next time? Or my sis will become an extemely spiritual person? Or my bro will treat me nicely? Or my whole family would be saved as they are in church? Or is it heaven? God, i dun understand... Dun bully such a small brain of mine, show me clearer images... =) Amen

Night terror

I dreamt of a murderer case. it's a scary man who seemed to have the power of Satan. So scary that the look at him draws all your faith away...

It started off with flash back on the police catching him and he explained the case of how he murdered a few adults and some children. Then, he opened one bag and i saw myself in it, chopped into pieces and then maggots crawling all over.

Then i entered the scene of him sleeping, a few kids and me were sneaking into his room and wanted to tske something. i hid a few children in the cupboards and when i turned around, i saw him. With some other children, i escaped down the firefighter-like poles and slide down. It then becomes a hotel lobby.

Then i look around, with 1 person (i forgot who, think is my aunt or smth liddat), we hid. But not long, we saw him. He ran towards us with sucking power. So i ran... (u ppl know, it's rare that i wanna run) But the distance did not get further... He eventually caught me!! And i woke up...

It was in the middle of the night and i felt that energy is drained off me... Horrible... Scary... Cold in the night, dark on all sides. Sis and granny zzZ-ing. Dunno who to turn to... But i was so tired that i went straight to zzZ again w/o even looking at what time it is...

My cousin's confession

=) Well... He liked a girl for very very long... Dun dare to show anything. Wanna be nice to her also scared so realised etc.. Hahaa...

One day when we were talking... He suddenly asked me for advice on how to confess... Haha... i know quite a bit of ways... =P But i know how to reject better. =) Nevertheless, i stil helped him to think la...

He is so nervous. Their class went for an outing after the end of "A" level and he is never tell that girl anything. Erm... When they go separate ways then my cousin called me and asked what to sms her to tell her he likes her. Erm... i sent a sample sms. Hahaa...

But no use, he alr tried on his own... I got no chance to help. =P Nvm... in the end kana reject also, cos' she just broke up not long ago, being dumped. So nice yet kana dumped... Haha... i am so glad that only got i dump ppl, no one dumped me before. =P But if my mum knows, she will cry.

(my bro told her he broke up liao, then she cried and fell ill. She says she felt bad that her children hurt others feeling. Erm... Why never think of us, if not happy then tgt is wasting both time, making it more painful when we eventually break up.)

Erm... So, can u ppl leave me some methods on how your guys woo u? =)

Anyway, i meet Samuel (my CG friend) for dinner after this. so i told him about the things my cousin did. Then he complains that over sms very not sincere. Erm... But face-to-face very shy. =P

Well... i think i very different. if i know someone likes me, i will keep pushing that person until he admits. =P Horrible rite? But well, after he admits then i do nothing about it. =) This is even more horrible. =P Okay... i know i know. i would not be so irritating the next time. :) i am nice okay? =) No one reads my blog, so i can anyhow hamper. =)

Got scolded at work =(

=( Got scolded. So sad...

Well... Let me tell you e story.

1. Sorting wrongly

We were told to sort pictures according to class, then one of my girl sorted wrongly. Then boss called back and scolded the ppl, so they pushed the blame on us as she says things could not come out in time as they need to help us check etc. Well... I am sorry.

But this girl is nice. She did not scold us but just bear it on herself. Boss scolded her till she cried okay? =( Felt so guilty though it's not my fault.

Anyway, i got my girl to sms her a sorry sms and things seemed alright when she left as she still response nicely to me.

2. Count wrongly

We were told to pack 20 graduation gowns into a bag. Then i told my girls to do it. After which, they wanted 16. so i just took out 4. The numbers should be correct, but think they two ppl count so mess it up. Nvm. They dun do it purposely.

Well, i am still e one who get scolded. The other girl said i 16 also dunno how to count. Erm... Ya, that's because i do substraction. =) And she self-proclaim righteous!! She told me she never tell boss i m e one. (think cos' Boss knows me well and i m sitting right in front of her!)

Erm... felt quite insulted. But think it's cause she angry that the other colleage got scolded till cry. =(

Well, things happen and some one has to take the blame. Not me, then i scared my girls will cry on the spot or quarrel with them.

Erm.. Ppl who knows me know i am not the very strong type. So i went home and cry. =P Haha... Felt wronged, since all of them are not directly my fault. But Pastor Ulf Ekman says we should not victimise ourselves. How can an overcomer keep thinking that she is a poor thing and ppl always prevent her from doing well? =) So, just take it.

When hardship comes, it is the chance God gives u to learn to overcome it. I still cannot take scolding well. Samuel knows, he "raises his voice" to "emphasis" on things then i cry le... =P I know... Some of u just found out that i am quite a weakling rite? Erm... Will try to grow out of the need to cry every time i face smth.

Erm... Just dun hurt my pride and dun wrong me, other than that i am more or less fine. =) Btw, also dun always emphasis on the fact that i am fat. =( Hahaa...

Anyway, i told my CCA teacher abt this and she told boss and boss says we deserve a 2nd chance. Aiyo, so "fake". To me, it sounds like he says that because we are his clients and not solely workers. =(

So i smsed him to explained that it is our fault. He says okay... Erm... Okay then still scold until so bad? =( But well, i praised e girl who never lose temper at me. This is not the first time le... =P

Anyway, i know la... they rushing kindergarten things out by this week so things must be done well to reduce the no. of trips down to each school. Erm... So 1 mistake made = more time to travel to deliver the goods. Every one very stressed. So when temper flies, i kana abit loh... Full time more jialat, o it's not up to us to complain since we are those at fault. =)

Anyway, everything is over!! we can get thing done better the next time. =) Learn from it, overcome it, it's all that matters. (NAPFA not included for this statement). :P

My good Superior

WoW~~ I really feel blessed to have a good superior!! The only problem is he smokes, so very irritating when I am in his vehicle!!

Let me share why I say he is good. =)

1. Trust
He trusted us a lot. There was once when we counted 100 dollars shorts for the collection of money when we sell photos. He never ask us to chip in to gather that $100. After which, I realized is that a pack of money, supposedly $200 has $300. That explains the loss. So I returned it. After which, he called and asked if I top it up on my own accord and say that I dun have to do so. Well, I did not. See, how much faith he has in us!! Amazing rite? It is alr rare not to point finger at one another when something happened yet he still trust us to that extend.

2. Favour
Sometimes there is nothing to do, so he brings me out to deliver pictures. =) I get to see a lot of different ppl, how to handle each different schools and how things was carried out. He does not need to bring me around as bringing me around restricts his movements. He cannot smoke in front of me and cannot just go off when he wants to. Always must ask if I am hungry, need to go toilet or etc. =P When it rains, he does the deliver as need to run in the rain. =) Well… That’s very nice of him. Anyway, I dun mind to do it also. =) Haha…

3. Welfare
He buys food for the workers in the office very frequently and pay out of his own pocket. Not all bosses do that. =)

Well, it's just God's grace that bless me with all e favours etc. :)